Forever In Your Heart, by Black Dresses (2024)

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(Rook)The red sky fading in the distanceThe peacesign burning in a vision from GodPlease help meThe red sky fading in the distanceThe peacesign burning like a vision from GodPlease help me(Devi)NO HOPENOOOOO HOPEEeughh... NOOOOO HOPECan we make something beautiful with NO hope?(Rook)The nightmare hiding in the cornerThe dead hope that you always held onto as a little girlYou know why everything is horror(Devi)Horror horror(Rook)You know why no one will remember us in a better world(Devi)CAN WE MAKE SOMETHING BEAUTIFUL?FOR A BETTER WORLD?FOR A BETTER WORLD?(Devi)(unintelligible)(Rook)[Lyrics unknown](Devi)(unintelligible)PEACE SIGNYou can do whateverI'll see you laterYou can do whatever(unintelligable)(Rook)?????????????????The dead hope that you always clung toThe dream that someday it would heal youIs there anywhere left to fall?I try so hard to recall hopeAncient hopeRotting hopeCan we make something beautiful with no hope?(Rook+Devi)Ancient hopeRotting hopeCan we make something beautiful with no hope?With no hopeWIth no hopeCan we make something beautiful with no hope?

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(Rook)OKAYUHALRIGHT ALRIGHTUHHHHHaha... uhh...f*ck THIS sh*t UP UHHHRock out rock outOkDevi,(Devi)Rock your body uh uh uH UH UHRock your body like a cattle plagueEndless, paralytic, stagnant uncertaintyWatch the death like a sh*tlibSitting on your handsNever did sh*t, never known sh*tNever done sh*t for anyone everNever-never done sh*t for anyone everI know it's not easy for anyoneWe're all on a clear light hell tripBut that doesn't mean we shouldn't tryJust don't come anywhere near meAnd we'll be okI don't wanna see anyone's faceI'm dealing with my own sh*t right nowYou can deal with your sh*t somewhere else(Rook)TEN THOUSAND EYES (yea!)BROKEN LENSES SEEING DIFFERENT LIVESIT'S OKAY TO HIDE (yea~!)If you have the luxury...THIN LINES (yea)GETTING THINNER ALL THE TIMETHE LIGHT:CASTING SHADOWS TIL THE SHADOWSARE THE ONLY THING ALIVEELEVEN THOUSAND EYES(Devi)Stuck inside a concrete bubbleEveryone is "doing their best"I think that it's kind of whatever.But dreams are not meant to be achieveIt's just not enoughIt's never been enoughWhen the f*ck has it ever been enoughOnly to dream?(Rook)How do you knowWhat direction you should go?Breaking into piecesOffering up your soulKeep it behind your windowsI can't put you at ease or judge youEveryone is a different ruinEveryone has to figure their own sh*t outI'm not youI'm not youAnd you're not meI'm not youAnd you're not meI'm not youAND YOU'RE NOT ME(Devi)I'm not you and you're not meI'm not you and you're not meYou're not me and I'm not youI'm not you and you're not meI can't even stand to be me.What the f*ck is going on in your head?What the f*ck is going on in your head?What the f*ck is going on in your head?(Rook:)I KNOW WHAT IT FEELS LIKEEMPTY HOLLOW INSIDEEVERYONE'S f*ckED UPI CAN'T TELL YOU THAT YOU'RE FINELife goes on, you know?(Devi)Is that...?sh*t.

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(Devi)puss* like a bulldozerpuss* like a bulldozer, drooling and grindingpuss* like a bulldozerpuss* like a blown out speakerpuss* like a bulldozerMy puss* like a bulldozer, drooling and grindingMy puss* like a bulldozerMy puss* like a blown out speakerMy puss* like nothing at allSo it doesn't matterI could fall apart right now if I wanted toGive it to you raw Like this, no autotuneBut I could still feel itBut you could still hear itNo one wants to say what.Kinda skittish like a cheating loveChange your life like a free hugChanging tactics like I give a f*ckKinda f*cked up...(Rook)f*cked up.puss* like apuss* like apuss* like a- uh-My puss* like a(Devi)I thought there was a mistake but I was wrongThought there was something I was missing, I was differentBut I was-I wanted to be like the other girlsNow I'm just like the other girlsI wanted to be like the other girlsNow I'm just like the other girlsI wanted to be like the other girlsNow I'm just like the other girls(Rook)puss* like apuss* like apuss* like apuss* like aMy puss* like a blown out speakerUhuh

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(Devi)I'm just meat without a soul,Without a brain,Without anything,An animal.I'm just meat without a soul,Without a brain,Without anything,An animal,I have no spirit everlasting.I love feelin' painMakes me feel like I'm going to heavenMakes me feel like I'm going to heavenMakes me feel like I'm going to heavenI love feeling painMakes me feel like I'm going to heavenMakes me feel like I'm going to heavenMAKES ME FEEL LIKE I'M GOING TO HEAVEN(Rook)The night explodes in the lightFrom a shooting starAll things beautiful and warmReflected in your heartAnd all broken creatures arePerfect just the way they areBut it's easy to be disillusionedWhen you don't know who you are(Devi)Ok uhh(clears throat)Uh yeaI'm nothingI'm less than nothingI'm just spit in the windThat's-That's so wonderfulIsn't it beautiful?I know that you are doing good!Every sunrise brings a new tomorrow!(Rook)The night explodes in the lightFrom a shooting starIT'S EASY TO BECOME DISILLUSIONEDWHEN YOU DON'T KNOW WHO YOU AREAnd it can live forever in your heartIt can live forever in your heartForever in your heartIt can live forever in your sick pathetic little heart

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(Rook)Everything's inside a tiny ballEverything's inside a tiny little ballOf fear and painEverything's inside a tiny ballEverything's inside a tiny little ballOf suffering(Rook+Devi)We all live inside a tiny ballWe all live inside a tiny ballOf pain and suffering(Rook)Inside our tiny little walls(Rook+Devi)Tiny balls for lifeHell yeah hell yeahWe all live inside a tiny ball(Rook)Stuck inside our tiny little walls(Rook+Devi)Everything's so tiny and small(Rook)Tiny little ball(Rook+Devi)We all live inside a tiny tiny little ball(Devi)I know it sounds stupid for a world like this,People do their best And still come off so twisted up and so heartlessAnd I know I'm grateful if someone tries at allStill ends crumpled up,Scrunched up, like a tossed away love letter but(Devi+Rook)I think (Devi)If there was ever a right way to do it(Devi+Rook)I think (Devi)That nobody's ever even done it(Devi+Rook)And I know (Devi)A Stupid Evil Eye for Perfection(Devi+Rook)Even though(Devi)It's unsuited for a world like this(Rook)A tiny little ballTiny little ball.

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(Devi)I always hoped that it could be something elseI couldn't think about it cos it made me too depressedAnd in my head it rang like silver bellsTo think that even one single wound could be healedBut on a clear and cloudless dayIt feels like the planets atmosphereIs stitched together by everyone's painAnd we just breathe it in...But they want something that they couldn't get(Rook)Something that no longer existsOr that doesn't yetAnd we try so hardAnd we try to makeSomething out of this(Devi)Sad and rainy day(Devi)I always hoped that it could be something else (x4)(Rook)I'M TIREDI'M OUT OF BREATHI'M SCARED OF EVERYTHING THAT'S LEFTI JUST WANT SOME GENTLENESSBUT TENSION AND DESPAIRIS ALL WE EVER GET(Devi)Are u ok?(Rook)Sorry, um,(Devi)No no but like are-(Rook)Got kinda carried away there...(Devi)I'm saying are you actually,(Rook)Ok(Devi)Whatever...(Rook)Lemme try this one more timeBuilding it out of ashes(Rook+Devi)Building it out of trash it's all we've got leftBuilding it out of ashesBuilding it out of trash it's all we've got left(Rook)MOTHERf*ckER YEAH!!!!(Devi)On a clear and cloudless dayIt feels like the planets atmosphere(Rook)Haha....Motherf*cker. Yeah.(Rook+Devi)Is stitched together by everyone's pain(Rook+Devi)Building it out of ashesBuilding it out of trash it's all we've got leftBuilding it out of ashesBuilding it out of trash it's all we've got leftBuilding it out of ashesBuilding it out of trash it's all we've got leftBUILDING IT OUT OF ASHESBUILDING IT OUT OF TRASH ITSALL WE'VE GOT LEFT(Rook)I need somewhere to spit in here...(Devi)Like m

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(Devi)Wasn't it? Wasn't it?Didn't you do it by accident?I could think a million thingsI could think of many thingsWasn't it? Wasn't it?Didn't do it by accidentI could think a million thingsI could think a million thingsI don't wanna do this anymoreI don't wanna do this anymoreI don't wanna prove I was wrong about youI don't wanna do this anymoreI don't wanna do this anymoreI don't wanna prove I was right about you(Rook)Couldn't it wouldn't itCouldn't it be any differentFailing a careful balanceFalling into distanceWouldn't it wouldn't itWouldn't it be any differentOverwhelmed by staticSo far past the limitSomeday she'll know she'll know what peace feels likeShe walks alone through warm and placeless city nightsAnd everyone who told her otherwiseDoesn't remember she was even in their lives(Devi)I don't wanna do this anymoreI don't wanna do this anymoreI don't wanna prove I was wrong about youI don't wanna do this anymoreI don't wanna do this anymoreI don't wanna prove I was right about you(laughs)Was a bit bustedsince I never tried singing it with likewith the key changebut yeaoh its still recording.

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(Devi)White noise kinda drown me outWhite hot flame kinda melt me downWhite hot pain lightning thundercloudWell, what the hell else is there to talk about?I don't think we can talk it out.We can't talk it out.Never even mattered what I talk about.I don't want ppl listen to meIf I had an answer, you think I'd be singing it?(Rook)I don't know anythingAnd I can't pretend I doI pretend a lot of things thoughSo I guess I don't blame youEvery day in this world:Pretend I'm not scaredPretend that I'm somewhere elsePretend that everyoneDoesn't feel this lost as wellPretend that I can seeHeaven just beyond the skyBut I know it's somewhere elseThat's reflected in my eyes(Devi)WAITING FOR TOMORROWWAITING FOR TOMORROWWAITING FOR TOMORROWFEELIN' LIKE sh*tWAITING FOR TOMORROWWAITIN' FOR TOMORROWWAITING FOR TOMORROWFEELIN' LIKE sh*tWAITING FOR TOMORROWWAITING FOR TOMORROWWAITING FOR TOMORROWFEELING LIKE sh*tWAITIN' FOR TOMORROWWAITIN' FOR TOMORROWWAITING FOR TOMORROWFEELIN' LIKE(Rook)I can almost seeI can almost tasteI can almost touch that better placeIn a single dayI know everything can changeBut this dead world won't go away(Devi)Pulling, yanking, dragging on a thread to heavenI don't know if it's wrongPulling, yankin', draggin' on a thread to heavenI know if I try, I'll just f*ck it up worse than it isA little dirt might cover up the wound(Rook)A little dirt might cover up the wound(Devi)But a little dirt might infect it too(Rook)Infect it too(Devi)There's no right choices to make in this life(Rook)This life(Devi)All you can do is what you can do(Rook)I can almost seeI can almost tasteI can almost touch that better placeIn a single dayI know everything can changeBut this dead world won't go away

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(Devi)Certain types of fire,Does it burn us into shapes?Always tends to make everything in the universeSeem like a tiny sparkleUnexpected and cute.Thankfully,Gratefully,Gone in an instant.(Rook)And everything crumbles into piecesIn a blooming fractal floodBut no one staring at it can believe itAs it freezes out the sunAn empty dreamA stupid dreamA hopeless dreamAnd everything continuesJust like everything doesJust like painJust like love(Devi)Just like love I can't explain the way I feel at all, o~oohI wanted, I wanted to show what I meantBut the meaning just slipped thru my handsI wanted to do better than I didBut isn't that just life?(Rook)And everything crumbles into piecesIn a blooming fractal floodBut no one staring at it can believe itAs it freezes out the sunAn empty dreamA stupid dreamA hopeless dreamAnd everything continuesJust like everything doesJust like painJust like love

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(Devi)People always say that we'll figure it outBut everything just keeps piling on upEconomy size blood bigger than GodWe'll just solve 10,000 years of problemsNext generation gives all of the hopeFix it all up 'til nothing is wrongSo keep piling it upPass it alongI know we can solve all of the problemsI'm breaking itIt's brokenI open itIt opensI'm breaking itIt's brokenI open itIt opensI'm drowning and I'm floatingI'm dreaming and I'm hopelessI don't give a sh*t if it doesn't workI done a lot of things and none of them workedI'M BREAKING ITIT'S BROKENI OPEN ITIT OPENSI'M BREAKING ITIT'S BROKENI OPEN ITIT OPENSI'M DROWNING AND I'M FLOATINGI'M DREAMING AND I'M HOPELESSI DON'T GIVE A sh*t IF IT DOESN'T WORKI'VE DONE A LOT OF THINGS AND NONE OF THEM WORKEDI'm f*cking in a trapWe're f*cking in a trapWe're f*cking in a trapWe're ffuucking in a trapWe're f*cking In A trapWe're f*cking in a trapWe're f*cking IN a trapWe're f*cking IN A TrapWe're f*cking in a TRAPWe're f*cking in a TRAPWe're f*ckING In a TrapWe're f*cking In A TrapWe're f*cking In a trapWe're f*cking in a trapWe're f*cking in the doorway of the trap(Rook)I'M JUST TRYING TO UN-f*ck MY BRAINAND SLEEP LATELYUhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhmmmm okI WISH I WAS FAKERSO PEOPLE WOULD HATE THE FAKE ME(Devi)I don't wanna say it(Rook)I DON'T WANNA SAY IT(Devi)uh uh uh uh uh(Rook+ Devi)I DON'T WANNA SAY ITuh uh uh uh uh uh uhuh uh(Rook+Devi)I'M BREAKING ITIT'S BROKENI OPEN ITIT OPENSI'M BREAKING ITIT'S BROKENI OPEN ITIT OPENSI'M DROWNING AND I'M FLOATINGI'M DREAMING AND I'M HOPELESSI DON'T GIVE A sh*t IF IT DOESN'T WORKI'VE DONE A LOT OF THINGS AND NONE OF THEM WORKED

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(Rook)Grey city, 2016Night bus home, N19Chain link, rain and concreteLashing out and fallingPicking quarters up off the hardwoodSkytrain, Joyce-CollingwoodLosing floating knowingStopping pain from showing(Rook+Devi)Hell to me in the momentScream internallySoul exits me(Rook)Through all the lines i write(Rook+Devi)In basem*nts far awayIf I can purgeThis broken hurtIn haunted wordsWill it surround me?(Rook)And like the city nightsjust drift away(Devi)I couldn't figure it outI couldn't fix it by myselfI couldn't do it aloneI couldn't figure it outI couldn't fix it by myselfEveryone else seems so strong andI tried to offer up my pain to be understoodBut I don't think it's my pain that can be understood,Or needs understanding.There's not a lot of pain in the world that makes any senseI wonder where all this pain comes from,And this evil is,And where it lives?(Rook)Future wide openBut defined as brokenEvery achievementHoping wishing aching never knowingThe pain I write aboutSo I don't f*cking dieInterpreted as everythingI've got to offer in this lifef*ck NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(Rook+Devi)Time is a circleForever hurtfulNo hesitationNostalgia or ideation(Devi)I couldn't figure it outI couldn't do it aloneI couldn't fix it by myselfEveryone else seemed so strongI tried to offer up my pain to be understoodBut I don't think it's my pain that can be understood,Or needs understanding.There's not a lot of pain in the world that makes any senseMaybe people need to be understood instead.I tried to understand why it happened like thatBut it just made my soul break down(Rook)Break down and(Devi)I didn't want things to go like thatFor a while I was confused,But now I think I understand.

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(Rook)Everything,Everything that you areEverything that you areEverything that you areEverything that you learnEverything that you learnEverything that you learnEverythingEverythingEverything Everything that I love(Devi)Summer-(Rook+Devi)Summer heatWinter freeze(Rook)Broken bones(Rook+Devi)Perfect teeth(Rook)Concrete concreteReplacing dreamsBurning skyAntifreeze(Rook)Hold the vision in your mind(Devi)BURNING SKY!!!!!!!!!!!(Rook)Dissociate, anethetizeWhat broke you waking deep insideIt never sleeps(Rook+Devi)IT NEVER DIES(Devi)Look,Look down on meLook, Look down on me umLook Look down on meI'm up with the AngelsLook Look down on meLook Look down on me, huhLook Look down on me uhhhI'M UP WITH THE ANGELS f*ck UPeople think it's...People think it's edgy what I lived thruBut I'm all sparkle sparkle and sh*tPeople think it's edgy what I live thruBut I'm the nicest personI'm just like My Little PonyI'm just like uh, CartoonsAnd that's so silly to meIf that's your idea of being edgyI guess that's good for youI think that you must have a NICE lifeA nice lifeA reaaal nice lifehaha ugh(Rook)Everything that you loveDistortion distortionEverything that you breatheDistortion distortionEverything that you areDistortion distortionEverything that you needDistortion distortion(Devi)A set of perfect teethShining, glinting in the darkTrying not to screamPraying out for a spark from GOD,For the lights to come onPerfect teeth, perfect teethf*cking chewing on meA set of perfect teethShining, glinting in the darkTrying for the screamPraying out for a spark For a sign from GodFor the lights to come onPerfect teeth f*cking chewing on me(Rook)Distortion distortion

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(Devi)Twisting shadows, Of shadows,Of shadows,Of shadows,Of shadows,Of shadows,Echoed down thru timeTwisting shadows, Of shadows,Of shadows,Of shadows,Of shadows,Of shadows,Of shadows of confused and poisonous lightAnd everything it touches diesIn a form of supercomplex violenceBut that could never happen to us(...)(Rook)I don't know if this is sustainableTry to make it last(Rook+Devi)Try to make it last(Rook)Everything that I got left is stuck inside me(Rook+Devi)Like bits of glass(Rook)In the moment I feel so infinite(Rook+Devi)Power over the bad dreamsThe dissonanceBut I need impossible gentleness(Rook)To stay intact(Devi)TO MAKE IT LAST(Rook)It's easier to make you think(Rook+Devi)I'm too far goneThan it is to try to tell youWhat's in my heartIt's easier to make you think(Rook)I'm dangerousThan it is to try to tell youWhat *********** is(Devi)I NEEEED AUGHI NEEEEeedd uhTwisting shadows of shadows of something I can't sayEcho down thru timeReflecting out thru a rainbow prism colorwheelIn every direction,Of confused and poisonous light.(Rook+Devi)Pull me out of stasis(Rook)One more time return to lifeSearch deep inside for weight to(Rook+Devi)Put behind every line(Rook)I can't remember what my name is(Rook+Devi)Shake the dust from insideIs there a way to break the cycle?(Rook)Defenses up. Borderline(Devi)EEEEEVERY THING IGOT LEFT STUCK INSIDE ME LIkebits of glassI neeeEEEEDDDDDDD Impossible gentlenessTo stay intactI I need Impossible--nessI need impossible gentleness

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(Devi)OkAs a young kid I studied the unknown on the internetSacred geometries, Metatrons Cube, The Flower of Life,The Worldsoul, Y'know all that...When you're-When you're a kid y'know, you wanna try and understand the worldTry and find your place in itPeople love to tell you your place in it but,Isn't that just for them?Isn't it always just for them?But it makes sense to wanna know what your place in the world should beBut it's not for themIt's never ever ever been just for them.I never never never never never never should have triedI never should have tried but it's not my fault.What does it really take to want to hurt a child?It seems like it's not much for a lot of people.

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(Devi)If everything fits into place,Seamlessly pieced together in the most terrible wayI couldn't keep it togetherI couldn't make it lastI couldn't prove I was good,I wonder if anybody could.I can't keep it togetherNothing is meant to last for that longBut it doesn't make me feel betterTo put it in a stupid songI wonder if life is all about just falling apartAnd painfully becoming something else?(Rook)Breaking down inside every dayAnother day of hoping for somethingThat I can't sayLove confusion hopelessness painJust fallingThrough a thousand different livesOf the same thing(Rook+Devi)I'm a person inside a person inside a girl(Rook)I used to be(Rook+Devi)A million different thingsA million different dreams and hopes(Rook)But now I'm nothingSplintered, fighting for control(Rook+Devi)Inside a shattered soul(Rook)Staring blanklyFrightened and all alone(Rook+Devi)Still moving forward(Rook)Broken down from everything(Rook+Devi)Did I do the right thing?(Rook)I wish I had the strength to be(Rook+Devi)Everything to everybody(Rook)I don't know what I need to beHopeless dreamingPlease take care of meI know there's no more place for meThese ruined lives inside me scream(Devi)I couldn't keep it togetherI couldn't make it lastI couldn't keep it togetherBut it's not that bad.